How things get started ^^

The first person who attrached my attention...she remains unknown to me...when i first enter my tuition class...she was the first person i took attention...she was the first ever gurl...the only girl il look in my tuition class...i sat behind her always...looking at her...until i dint really pay attention to what my chemistry teacher was teaching XD waiting for her every single class of tuition...happy to see her when she arrive...heart broken when she din turn up for class...

But till then,i still werent able to know anything about her...just noe teacher calls her 'Kim'...that's all i know..dint even know her name..anything about her...tried n tried to get information bout her...
unill one day...i manage to get her phone number...n get to know her name...Wong Chun Kim

i felt happy that day...atleast there are some hope left after all...thinking of giving up sometime of knowing her...but i end up continuing...maybe tht's what ppl call fate ^^
i texted her almost vriday...but she din seems to reply my msg...kinda heart broken thou XD...
but i tried thicken my face...and keep it up...and it reli workds ^^till one day...she called me n asked me who i am...she sounds kinda angry i think...but whatever..i get to know her d XD

form tht day on...we started to sms each other...day and night...lots of things to talk about...
then we started missing each other..the feeling...is getting deeper n deeper day by day....there is the chemical feeling after all...and i was happie whenever she told me "i miss u"..i will juz smile.
Untill the day...when she said "i love u" to me...i was stun tht moment..frozed for tht moment...eyes wide opened...she actually told me "i love u"...i felt i was floating in the air...filled with joy ^^ tht is the word iv been waiting for so long......atlast.......

But untill tht day i feared most...she told me tht she is bored...that we oli sms each other...and we were not couples then...tht word...reli hurts me deeply...u can actually feel the stab of a knife through ur heart...the pain...the suffering..how hurt is tht word to someone...a person i loved most...i have no idea how to reply her...mind was blank...totally blank...

I tried to sleep tht nite...but i cant seems manage doing so...so i got my guts up n called her...we both were kinda timid tht time...and she said she have no idea how to reply me tht time either...so we both keep apologising to each other...

tht funny thing is..when i confess to her during our conversation on phone....
*translation to english XD*

"chun kim..there is sumthing i wana ask u....wir~b~~gr~~rnd~"

"huh wat u say"(she was on purpose tht time --!!)

"i say wir~b ~~mer gr~~ nd"

"can u say clearly...wat u saying"

"i say...WILL U B MY GIRLFRIEND?"

"......en......."

"HUH...en is what?"

"....enlo"

"huh...?"( i was on purpose tht time =P)

"tht means ok lo..."

That is the day that will never ever erased from my mind...that will be my most memorable day...12th of Febuary...2007...2 days before valentine's day
form that day on,she had became my responsiblity...she had became my vrithing from tht sec
i cant sleep that night thou,kept thinking about her,i hope im able to dream bout her tht nite,and i wish my dream will alwas be her and only her,tht is my dear,my angel Wong Chun Kim ^^

qin qin i love u...